Spent my whole day listening to people talk about sex and left angry as fuck that I haven’t had sex in over a month.
I have too many things going on guy-wise (per fucking usual) and I need to write it all down somewhere.
My phone stays buzzing. Like I’m texting way too many people, kissing way too many people, going on way too many dates. Some friends would consider this “the life” but I would dead ass rather never go on dates with one person than go on dates with 10 different people. I hate having to balance it all. Like last night I was literally on a date but another guy I’m talking to was drunk dialing me, and just kept calling and calling me and I kept ignoring it. It got to the point where my date was like “I can step away if you need to answer this call.” And I’m like GAH no. What is he thinking? Who does he think is calling me? I hope its not another guy, that would really suck. I had to lie to the other guy about where I was. I literally hate lying, so I hate how I have to lie about where I am and who I’m talking to and shit.
I had more to say but I’m tired of typing. Maybe later.